Is this it?

The moment I stopped being selfish,
was the moment I truly started loving you.

Like leaves fall from trees, my pride was vanished
by the mere idea of my eternal autumn without you.

For me, it was like having my eyes taken away,
my dreams shattered, my mind went lost in a spiral
of memories.

For you, it was the end the constant winter your heart
was going through.

Yet spring arrived to my soul, gathering strenght to hold on to your hand,changing seasons, opening your eyes,
to the new sprung roses in our garden, where I will
shelter them from the cold, never to be felt again.